Wednesday, February 4, 2015

I am back...

So it's been almost six years... whoops... how time flies! Why haven't I been blogging? I dunno... somehow life just got too hectic. So much has happened over the past six years... Reading my last post I almost wish I could go back to that time... a time when I thought life was complicated yet seems much simpler than it is today.

Back when I wrote that post I was in a long term relationship of almost ten years. Today, another relationship and a heck of a complicated situation later, I am as single as can be. Not entirely sure that I am happy with this situation even though I claim to be...

On the job front, I am finally somewhere that I can see myself make a difference. Three months into my new job, I am loving the work I do and the people I work with. Also have my hands in my own little venture with the best buddy and hoping it will flourish this year. There comes a time when you need to be your own boss...

Life has certainly been a roller coaster ride, and I sometimes feel like I'm about to be thrown off. So much heartache over the last few years - do I really need to keep going through this every single time? Enough already... where's that happy ending we read about in fairy tales when we were kids? But you know what - I've learnt my basic mistake. Don't bottle up your feelings cos you feel you don't want to face the drama. Sometimes you just gotta say what you have to say regardless of the consequences...

This year I will work on me! Put myself first.. think about what I want... And hey maybe things will work out for the better. I will think positive thoughts no matter what, and most importantly, I will not give up on hoping that my happy ending is fast approaching...